Well…yesterday, I went with someone to the Cemetery…my sister’s brother…
And as usual, the Ravens were there…I found two Raven feathers…and he wanted to see one, but he dropped a feather…so after I picked up the feather that he dropped, a beautiful Raven cried out and flew over into a nearby Tree…watching…
And after that, as we walked closer to the Forest…
…in the distance…we could hear this agonizing cry, of an Animal…not a Raven…but the voice was so desperate and in pain…if only I could go into the Forest to find out who was crying in such pain…
…well…I still haven’t submitted the last poem I wrote…and I wonder what I even wrote about…I haven’t added much onto the story either…
today, is not the greatest day…it’s just so slow and….yet, so unclear…well, every day is…unclear…un-existing…I am such a lost soul…where do I belong?…
I almost passed out again today, in art class….I was just suddenly overheated and everything…I hope it isn’t due to the multi-vitamin I just started to take…it’s supposed to give at least a small amount of energy, for all of the nutrients I just happen to be “lacking”…
…well…I have a Stone to bury in the flesh of Mother Earth…the Stone, I’ve carried in a Medicine Bag, and slowly it just shatters more each day…I believe the Stone is Quartz, this one…and I was told that once a Stone is broken, I must return it to our Mother…it can not heal once it has shattered…it must return to Earth so that it may be restored again…
…*sighs*…
here are some songs, for now….

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Heaven Forbid-The Fray

Twenty years it's breaking you down, now that you understand there's no one around.
Take a breath, just take a seat, your falling apart and tearing at the seams.

Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright

It's on your face, is it on your mind, would you care to build a house of your own.
How much longer, how long can you wait, It's like you wanted to go and give yourself away.

Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright

It feels good. Is that reason enough for you.
It feels good. Is that reason enough for you.

Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright
Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright

Out of this one
Don't know how to get you out of this one, don't know how to get you out of this one,
Don't know how to get you out of this one, don't know how to get you out of this one.

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How Could This Happen To Me-Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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Unwritten Law - Rejected
Was it something I said
Or something I became
Said he filled his head with lead
Just to take away the pain
I'm not gonna give in
Gonna stand up and fight
Make believe that the world is safe
For you and me tonight
I don't want to
I don't need to
Understand the world we live in
Just because I understand the truth
Not alone.....rejected
I don't want to believe
There's no time left to dream
So much to wish for
But there's no air left to breathe
I don't know what is wrong
I don't know what is right
So much to live for
But my mind screams suicide
I don't want to
I don't need to
Understand the world we live in
Just because I understand the truth
Not alone...rejected
Through these days of historical page
Is for you are chosen to
Tell them about life
And what that means inside
Rejected...