...Who am I?...
Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 10:04 AM
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Sadness
I deeply believe
that I am not a Humyn
yet, I do not know just who
or what I am
I dont know why I am here, or where I truly belong
I have given up when it comes to speaking to any Humyns
I was willing to try, but now I find no reason to
no meaning
why grow close to something that will only leave you behind?
I wont take such chances any more
how long will it take for me to learn?
I dont belong here
I find nothing to grasp onto, for everything only seems to drift away
everything I grow close to
everything I learn to love and care for
they all fade away
they all eventually
disappear
and never return
no matter how close or distant
it makes no difference
.I never let go of them
but they so easily let go of me
.as if I mean nothing
I am nothing
it is true though
I really do not exist at all
Im not here
Im not alive
.I dont know anything anymore
.thats all I wish to write for now
please forgive me
I am so empty, yet so confused, lost, and uncertain
Devious Comments
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
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Tell me you don't drag that blade across your skin... praying for the courage to press down...
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Tell me you don't drag that blade across your skin... praying for the courage to press down...
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Arrogance is a pawn of egotism.
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
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Gather, my fellow otaku!
TekkoshoCon VI = WIN ~
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
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"My Prints"
^purpelblur The love of my life
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
"Remember" by Adema.
I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes fades away
Night is a promise and I hope that this one never ends. The face of a woman in my love before I was a man I'm breaking sometimes, and I'm honest, in pain we can live till the end you know you're on my mind and I promise that I'll see you someday so for now I will just pray
Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
Your eyes were upon us, there are no words for what that meant, the strains of my mother and not enough days that we spent it was my selfish pride. And you taught us there was no one to blame in the end where our feelings reside, and it covers before that day we set everything straight
Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.
Feeling the same everyday without you, can't seem to find my way
Cold sweats in the night wake me from sleep, thinking you're alright
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way.
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.
Ohhhh, I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes fades away
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Gather, my fellow otaku!
TekkoshoCon VI = WIN ~
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heldenriff ART Ars longa, vita brevis est. Life is short, art is eternal. (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, "Faust")
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Soon enough everything shall end and nothing will be left all will be eternally forsaken how much longer can an agonized Earth live when all she cares for only tears her to pieces?
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Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hh
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Sticks and stones, I'll break yer bones. But names ain't worth a quarrel.
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"Without Light there can be no darkness, without darkness there can be no end"
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My LiveJournal! [link]
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What? No. We can't stop here. This is bat country.
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myspace
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Leave me alone, don't want your promises no more
'Cos rock & roll is my religion and my law
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Don't look now, but...
I'm riffin' on your guitar, stealin' your Star Power.
CRACK IS WHACK, BETCH!
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I'm a proffesional kazoo-ist
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