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...Who am I?...

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 10:04 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
I deeply believe…that I am not a Humyn…yet, I do not know just who…or what I am…I don’t know why I am here, or where I truly belong…
I have given up when it comes to speaking to any Humyns…I was willing to try, but now I find no reason to…no meaning…why grow close to something that will only leave you behind?…
I won’t take such chances any more…how long will it take for me to learn?…I don’t belong here…I find nothing to grasp onto, for everything only seems to drift away…everything I grow close to…everything I learn to love and care for…they all fade away…they all eventually…disappear…and never return…no matter how close or distant…it makes no difference….I never let go of them…but they so easily let go of me….as if I mean nothing…I am nothing…it is true though…I really do not exist at all…I’m not here…I’m not alive….I don’t know anything anymore….that’s all I wish to write for now… please forgive me…I am so empty, yet so confused, lost, and uncertain…

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Confined in the Prisons of Society...
  • Interests: Green Anarachism, Rewilding, Paganism, Native Beliefs, Coexistance, Spirituality, Zen, Poetry...
  • Favourite movie: Anything that carries a piece of the hidden truth...
  • Favourite band or musician: Mudvayne,AFI, HIM,Avenged Sevenfold,MCR,The Fray,Bleed The Dream,Porselain.....
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything from the Heart, anything that carries Truth....
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kiba, Cheza-Wolf's Rain Anime, Sasuke, Zabuza, Gaara, Itachi-Naruto Anime, Rain-Immortal Rain
  • Personal Quote: "Don't kill him! The fly it wrings its hands, its feet." ~ISSA
  • Tools of the Trade: Earth...and all of her dear Creations...

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~Abyss21:iconAbyss21: 1 day 2 hours ago
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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
~quincievampire:iconquincievampire: 2 days 8 hours ago
thanks for the:+devwatch:!!!!!!

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Tell me you don't drag that blade across your skin... praying for the courage to press down...
~quincievampire:iconquincievampire: 4 days 1 hour ago
hey thanks for the :+fav:!!!!

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Tell me you don't drag that blade across your skin... praying for the courage to press down...
~lepiduslight:iconlepiduslight: 4 days 22 hours ago
Thank you for the fav! ^^

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~Abyss21:iconAbyss21: May 5, 2008, 1:31:53 PM
i see...........

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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
~Abyss21:iconAbyss21: May 3, 2008, 2:59:50 PM
that would be nice i guess...........maybe i should write the stuff down in my writing book...........

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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
~fallentsuki:iconfallentsuki: May 2, 2008, 3:39:03 PM
I love you. :heart:

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Gather, my fellow otaku!

TekkoshoCon VI = WIN ~
~Abyss21:iconAbyss21: May 1, 2008, 2:29:06 PM
ok.........i like the information you've sent so far....

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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
~Abyss21:iconAbyss21: Apr 29, 2008, 7:17:46 PM Mood: Affection
hey steph....how are you?

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Why cant I die if i have no reason in living?..........noone likes me......everyone hates me.....though im still alive........that is the part that hurts me the worst than my scattered memories......People want me to live miserablly than die painfully
~fallentsuki:iconfallentsuki: Apr 27, 2008, 11:55:22 AM
This song describes us.....

"Remember" by Adema.

I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes fades away

Night is a promise and I hope that this one never ends. The face of a woman in my love before I was a man I'm breaking sometimes, and I'm honest, in pain we can live till the end you know you're on my mind and I promise that I'll see you someday so for now I will just pray

Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way

Your eyes were upon us, there are no words for what that meant, the strains of my mother and not enough days that we spent it was my selfish pride. And you taught us there was no one to blame in the end where our feelings reside, and it covers before that day we set everything straight

Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.

Feeling the same everyday without you, can't seem to find my way
Cold sweats in the night wake me from sleep, thinking you're alright

Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way.
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.

Ohhhh, I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes fades away

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Gather, my fellow otaku!

TekkoshoCon VI = WIN ~
~heldenriff:iconheldenriff: Apr 25, 2008, 10:33:08 PM
thank you

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heldenriff ART Ars longa, vita brevis est. Life is short, art is eternal. (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, "Faust")
~oioijulian:iconoioijulian: Apr 24, 2008, 2:54:47 PM
thanks for the fav <3
~Chuge:iconChuge: Apr 18, 2008, 10:01:11 AM
Thank you for caring…and I’m sorry…for not…speaking…at this time…I have no words to say…but thank you so much for speaking to me….i’m truly sorry….

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Soon enough…everything shall end…and nothing will be left…all will be eternally forsaken…how much longer can an agonized Earth live…when all she cares for only tears her to pieces?…
~ysuron666:iconysuron666: Apr 18, 2008, 9:56:55 AM
heyy i know what it s like to live a life of lonliness and to learn that you are not alone takes a while but know that I will be there if you need me.

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Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hh
~lotusthefallen:iconlotusthefallen: Apr 16, 2008, 2:42:25 PM
Thanks for the watch! :hug:

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~Deathwing980:iconDeathwing980: Apr 14, 2008, 5:56:47 PM
You've been tagged, please follow the instructions below in the link... i think it will be nice to get to know you better ^_^

:katana:The Rules: [link] :spyed2:

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*TwilightFalcon:iconTwilightFalcon: Apr 14, 2008, 8:29:10 AM
Thanks so much for the :+fav:! ^_^

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*ajaxone:iconajaxone: Apr 13, 2008, 1:47:16 PM
thank you for the fav, it's very appreciated. I like your photos.

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~aNecessarysedation:iconaNecessarysedation: Apr 8, 2008, 11:15:29 AM
thanks for the fave

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Leave me alone, don't want your promises no more
'Cos rock & roll is my religion and my law
~Drea14:iconDrea14: Apr 7, 2008, 9:19:31 PM
Thanks for the fav =)

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Don't look now, but...
I'm riffin' on your guitar, stealin' your Star Power.

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~spacerocketbunny:iconspacerocketbunny: Apr 6, 2008, 4:47:01 PM
thank you for the fave!

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